Självmordspoesi

I'm howling inside
I'm just one big wound
Hope to get so slim I disappear
Touch me honey, will you hold me tight
I don't know who stands by my side
I keep running away
Until I found that you can't run from yourself
I wanna bleed
I wanna feel the feelings that made me hold out this long
My world keeps falling apart
And I want to join
I'm scared as hell in my nothingness
Anxious in the night but even more broken in daylight
One day I'll just stop breathing
Hopefully before it's too late
You stroke my cheek
No, wait, that was just a dream
I'm beyond madness
My drugs are my friends
Crossing walls and jumping of rooftops
Ask me what's on my mind...
You think I'm scary
Well, I can't disagree
Always pushing myself beyond limits
Not too secure in my own skin
Seeker, seeker... Where are you heading?
Why are you fleeing, who would do you harm?
Don't you feel the eagle-bat in you?
She's asking you to stay