darkladyundercover

I'm sorry for crying
I'm sorry I can't sob in front of you
I'm sorry I'm so troubled
I'm sorry for feeling so lost

You could give me everything I need
Yet you make me feel so scared
I'm scared you're gonna change your mind
I'm so scared I've got it all wrong

I hate that I sound so stupid
I hate that I need booze to feel calm
I hate that I feel so miserable
And I hate people who don't have an open mind

Music turns me into a human being again
And I would really like to eat without guilt
I hate how naive people can be
So shallow and fucked up

I don't like it when they judge me
It makes me feel so cheap
I would like someone to hug me
And tell me I'm exactly what they need...